Mood :  -_-

    Today work was busy. running here and there. -.- tired. i did one msg in the morning. later in the evening, my requested customer booked 2 slots and i did msg and herbal ball for her. =) she's sucha nice customer, and im happy to meet pple like them. =) this wkends gonna be a good rest for me. tmr is HARI RAYA HAJI! PH ~ but im not really happy becos ... =( haiz. Time really flies and i guess everything is changing ... why. sometimes i just think that humans are so fake and hypocrite. Just a little change can makes a big difference. i wonder why.

   I've been thinking so much so much these few days. brain juice is not enough. =( Family Stress, Work Stress, future stress? hai. there's so much so much i've to think and to do. yet so little time. arghhhh! i hate my life now. it's not like the past. so freedom and so easy. sometimes just feel like running away from the reality and stay in a small hut beside the sea. (it wont come true, anyway.)     =( im so afraid so afraid of losing what i've now. the things i cherish the most, i just dont wanna lose them. Memories will always follow one's heart and i know. i know when someone you cherish most in the past is no longer the present, you will still remember her/him for life.

   God will lead me to my enlightenment. i love god. i love my loves. gd night pple. =)

   she said '' 2 hours not seeing you i already not used to it and i am starting to miss you so! '' so sweet right? =)

    she's the first china bestie i ever had. i love her. =)

  Mood ;

    Back to Work today, ytd was my dearest's major knee op at changi hosp. I went over to visit him and glad that he's alright. =) His dad drove me, his sis and aunt home after the visiting hours were over, while his mum stayed over to look after him. at least he had his op done, and im sure he will have healthy legs again. =) I had training today at work. Learned Oatrice Indulgence treatment, which i wanted to learn so much last time. finally i passed the practical and can recieve clients for this treatment. The same goes to Ginger renewal treatment. i learned both body wellness signature treatments in less than 2 weeks. yay.

  Resumed work as usual at 5pm after training was over. today i did only one foot paraffin. pathetic shiat. but tmr my requested customer is coming! booking me for 2 slots, massage and herbal ball treatment. hehe. gonna sell her the oatrice and ginger packages tmr. hahahah. =X anyway, i've got 2 wkends holidays. becos this sat is Hari Raya, which means i dont have to go work! shiok! i gonna cut my fringe this sat, seriously my fringe sucks big time. i regret cutting my long long hair .... i want back my hair ...... =(((((((((((((((((((

  I miss my love. Gdnite pple.

   She's my bestie colleague cso, caslyn in body wellness. i love her so much. =)

    =)

    Two super cute smiley hair pins she gave me. so sweeeet she can be. im loving it ! =D ( she bought this for me to cheer me up, thanks for noticing im down for past few days, i simply LOVEEE you lar.)

  Mood ; T.T

    Rainy days always make me feel so cold & lonely. but somehow i love rainy days than sunshine days. a heart that remains cold and soft, needs warmth and love. =( today i had training at work. learnt new treatments, first lesson today was ginger renewal. my trainer passed my practical and i can start doing on clients soon. hopefully i dont forget the steps and procedures! =[ there's this girl same age as me from peck seah came to my outlet here and learn together. she was quite friendly, exchanged nos and we shall contact soon. =) tmr training cancelled, postponed to another week. wed took urgent off becos baby having his knee op.

   The op will go on smoothly and i know he recover soon, having his strong and healthy legs back. =) everything i think and worry is all becos of you. i hope you really can understand how worried i am and how much i care for you. sometimes i just feel im still not up to the standard to be a good gf. i have tried, but still failed. i dont know what's wrong with me and what's going in my mind. All i know is that i love you and i really do. i cherish the present becos im afraid present will become a past. hai. like you said, future is unpredictable. yes i agree. but i just wanna run away with the time .. hope time stay forever like this.

  God wants me to become stronger by setting ups and downs. i must tell myself and be strong to overcome it. nobody is there to pull me up, i have to help myself up. no matter what future lies ... i will be strong and tell myself, life still has to go on .. i must be brave. =)

       me with xiao feng, my best frd in the spa. =) anyway this pic is taken with my new samsung hp. =)

  Mood ; ={[

   Rest at home all day since it was my OFF day. =) it's been quite sometime since i stayed at home da whole day to watch tv, eat and sleep. =D though it's boring and i hate seeing face i dont like at home, but it's okay. ytd went baby's house after work. we da bao the long quene chicken rice at boon keng there. Baby's dad was playing mahjong with frds, his mummy and sis were out at their granny house. baby and me had the big packet of added extra rice chicken rice. SO FULL -.- but yummy. awhile later, his mummy sis came back, his granny was there to stayover. =>

  His mummy drove me home, back seaters were me & baby, front his granny =] Last Fri we went to have dinner at cine and watched a movie. baby bought the tickets before i knew it. so sweet. =]NANNY was the movie title. wasnt that nice as thought. 2/5 stars, the storyline was about a girl wanted simple and extraordinary nanny life. not interested. i still wanna watch UNDERDOG! maybe soon this wk with baby again. => i want my samsung phone soon! the ultra slim one~ got my pay but i dont think it's enough. still got lotsa of things to get ! =(

  Anyway, i'll be learning new treatments in my spa soon. Body wraps, slimming and massage. =) i wanna earn more $$$$$. as im the only breadwinner in my family. =< alright pple, gd nite. =P